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♥ Syikin ♥
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Chemical Engineering @ Temasek Polytechnic
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Thursday, August 7, 2008, 12:12 PM
FUCK EVERYTHING.
I don't care already.
So stressed over lots of stuff.
Especially school.
Regret everything.
Regret skipping classes right from the beginning.
Regret taking this course jus cos it's so tough I can't catch up.
Regret being stupid and not going JC cos now I think JC ppl less stress (for some)
REGRET.!
Exams are in 2 weeks time and where am I?
I cant even understand the basics.
Eh fuck sia.
Why so hard to understand all thissss..
Last time when I attend all lectures pun Im already lost and blank in class.
So might as well not go lectures righttt...
Like wtf.
Im sooo losing behind.
Worst in class.
Worst in class.
MEB I got zero marks for this test.
zero leh.
and ppl keep saying Im frm TKGS.. blah3
SO WHAT?!?
TOO BAD LAH AKU BODOH BUKAN MCM KORANG.
FUCKING COMPETITIVE PPL!
Im not sleeping tonight.
Ive started studying but I realised, what is there to study when I dont even understand slide ONE of the notes.
fucko shitz.
Poly isnt like sec skl.
No teacher is willing to teach you from the basics.
what more my class?
No one's like 4e3. No one's like Yaya or Andrea.
Willing to teach me chem and stuff.
I still rmb, thanks to Yaya, I got a B3 for my amaths from a straight F9 student.
My class stingy lah sial.
Smua tanak share knowledge.
Smua lokek ilmu.
No motivation to go for classes arh.
Fuck OC Fuck PIPC Fuck MEB
EM1 okay XD
Im also stressed about you.
Why can't you just believe me.
Small matters pun nak gaduh.
I swear I'm telling the truth.
What you want me to do that will make you believe?
I dont lie and never intend to.
Worst guy friend=you.
and today's the eighth.
080808
Eight months have passed.
I still can't accept the fact you're gone.
Nothing can make me forget you.
This afternoon, before I entered your room, I was expecting to see you sleeping, cos you were always napping around that time.
I forgot that you're asleep forever now.
I need you back.
I'm willing to give up anything to see you again.
Nenek will always be the best. <3
I hate crying. Fuck.